Then why does everyone abandon me? Why can’t I do anything right? What am I missing? Why can’t I keep any friends? Why am I always the one manipulated and tricked into doing other people’s bidding? Why am I the forgettable one, the team mom who can’t show their real feelings because she needs to care for other people who aren’t a waste of oxygen? Why is it always me? Why do I hate myself if I’m not a failure?